This post is a total lift off of Dr Atul Gawande's experience shared by him in his book Complications.But It has made me think and perhaps in times to come this will change my practice as well.I will share that in my next post.
Shouldice hospital is well known for it's hernia surgeries and they have least complication rates and maximum success rates in repairing hernias.This hospital just deals with hernia which means they are superspecialized in repairing hernia and as they are doing it day in and day out with similar technique,same team and same staff,their results are better than the rest.Well this is something which is quite accepted but what made me think was that the 3 surgeons Dr Atul Gawande watched operating were not a 'qualified Surgeon' by American standards and would not have even been even allowed to operate if they were operating outside Shouldice hospital.
Dr Sang was a former family physician.
Dr Byrnes Shouldice had come straight out of medical school.
The Surgeon-in Chief was an Obstetrician
And they were giving better results than credentialled Surgeons.And for a patient what matters is an outcome!!
Amazing isn't it?There is one more experience shared by Dr Gawande which i found interesting and will share soon.
And then I would come to that post in prelude of which I have written these 2 posts.
Not a routine health blog.Written by a Gurgaon IVFspecialist working in an Indian Corporate Hospital (Artemis Hospital,Gurgaon with personal clinic at Nirvana Courtyard, Nirvana Country,Gurgaon)addressing various aspects ofInfertility,IVF and women health in general,Pregnancy,ups and downs of patients and doctors and their interpersonal relationships.Mostly sweet,sometimes sour,just the way life is .........
Monday, January 17, 2011
Saturday, January 15, 2011
A night to remember
Somewhere in early 2007,I don't remember the month or the date there happened certain incident or you can say series of incidents which I think helped me immensely in me developing my current mental attitude.
There was this third time pregnant Lady in the antenatal ward of my the then Hospital in United Kingdom.She had two normal deliveries in past and this time was in early labour.The labour room midwife informed, Dr Dwivedee ,xyz was having foetal distress and she was being shifted to Labour Room.
I assessed the Lady and she was already about 8 to 9 cms dilated with decreased foetal heart rate.I gave her the option an instrumental delivery as she was progressing real fast.I don't know what struck her and she declined to give a consent for the same and wished to have a Cesarean section.I tried to reason out for couple of minutes but then I had to take action fast.Didn't want to give a depressed baby.So she demanded CS and CS it was under General anaesthesia.Baby came out fine.I started closing the uterus and realized that at one particular place there was no spurt of bleeding but despite spending almost 5 minutes to control a small little ooze I wasn't really satisfied.Consultant on call was requested to come.When he arrived and inspected he said' a small ooze.We will win it'.Almost 2 hrs later still that ooze was still very much there despite many stitches by my consultant.That's when I could see glistening sweat drops on his forehead.I suggested do we call the senior most consultant and to which he said a prompt yes.The senior most consultant arrived and by that time the Lady was already in DIC(Her blood wasn't clotting).She had started to bleed from all over the place and one point of time her blood pressure was just 15mm Hg.I was already imagining her figuring in next confidential inquiry .There was another lady fully dilated in occipitoposterior position since last 4 hours.Head consultant asked me to go and conduct a ventouse delivery on her in the meantime as they struggled with that lady.As I was descrubbing I suggested 'Maybe we should involve a cardiovascular surgeon'.They agreed.By the time I was back cardiovascular surgeon was there. Not a very confident one but surely better than us.
By that time a consent was taken to remove the Lady's uterus which was no longer contracting,had become atonic and was blocking the whole operative field as now the lady was bleeding from all over not just uterus.
We kept on struggling overnight and after 7 hours of surgery and 35 units of blood , she survived.
Next night was again a night shift for me.Whole day I had a disturbed sleep where I was just seeing blood all over.A doubt in mind,how will others take?After all I am an overseas doctor.Not one of them.May be I will be the one who will be blamed.Anyways at 8 pm again I reached for my night shift.I got a call from Mr Plemming ,the consultant on call for that day and also the consultant under whom this ill fated lady was booked in clinics.
He asked if,how I was and then he said well done!! you managed the case very well.Though few midwives gave me a different story but the senior most consultant was all praises for you.I started feeling a little better.But any such unexpected incident leaves you and you confidence shaken.A self doubt creeps in.I was trying to help myself come out of this emotional trauma which I had suffered the previous night.That night turned out to be a very busy night.I ended up performing 4 cesareans and 3 instrumental deliveries.Usually registrars used to call the consultants after 2 lscs in a night to help them out.I was determined not to.This was my way of helping me get my confidence back in which Mr Plemming helped me immensely.When I informed him 3rd time in night about a patient needing Cesarean he asked me,Dr Ddwivedee you had a horrible night yesterday and today its so damn busy where routinely registrars call for help.Do you think you can handle it safely?I said very firmly - yes Mr Plemming and if I need your help I will call you.he relied on me,gave me the chance to gain back my shaken confidence.Today,I find that, these 2 nights contribute highly to the mental strength I have today to face adverse events.
The case of Mrs XYZ was audited within a weeks time.I was asked 'why didn't I give her an option of forceps under General Anaesthesia'?In hind sight every one can give you various options but it is only the one facing the situation' then' knows 'being so wise is not easy.'
As far as Mrs XYZ ,she survived and recovered well.Was out of ITU in a day.Discharged with 4 to 5 days.She realised that she shouldn't heve asked for an unnecessary Cesarean.But what she didn't realise was my trauma and my efforts to recover from it were no less than her efforts to recover from her morbidity.
There was this third time pregnant Lady in the antenatal ward of my the then Hospital in United Kingdom.She had two normal deliveries in past and this time was in early labour.The labour room midwife informed, Dr Dwivedee ,xyz was having foetal distress and she was being shifted to Labour Room.
I assessed the Lady and she was already about 8 to 9 cms dilated with decreased foetal heart rate.I gave her the option an instrumental delivery as she was progressing real fast.I don't know what struck her and she declined to give a consent for the same and wished to have a Cesarean section.I tried to reason out for couple of minutes but then I had to take action fast.Didn't want to give a depressed baby.So she demanded CS and CS it was under General anaesthesia.Baby came out fine.I started closing the uterus and realized that at one particular place there was no spurt of bleeding but despite spending almost 5 minutes to control a small little ooze I wasn't really satisfied.Consultant on call was requested to come.When he arrived and inspected he said' a small ooze.We will win it'.Almost 2 hrs later still that ooze was still very much there despite many stitches by my consultant.That's when I could see glistening sweat drops on his forehead.I suggested do we call the senior most consultant and to which he said a prompt yes.The senior most consultant arrived and by that time the Lady was already in DIC(Her blood wasn't clotting).She had started to bleed from all over the place and one point of time her blood pressure was just 15mm Hg.I was already imagining her figuring in next confidential inquiry .There was another lady fully dilated in occipitoposterior position since last 4 hours.Head consultant asked me to go and conduct a ventouse delivery on her in the meantime as they struggled with that lady.As I was descrubbing I suggested 'Maybe we should involve a cardiovascular surgeon'.They agreed.By the time I was back cardiovascular surgeon was there. Not a very confident one but surely better than us.
By that time a consent was taken to remove the Lady's uterus which was no longer contracting,had become atonic and was blocking the whole operative field as now the lady was bleeding from all over not just uterus.
We kept on struggling overnight and after 7 hours of surgery and 35 units of blood , she survived.
Next night was again a night shift for me.Whole day I had a disturbed sleep where I was just seeing blood all over.A doubt in mind,how will others take?After all I am an overseas doctor.Not one of them.May be I will be the one who will be blamed.Anyways at 8 pm again I reached for my night shift.I got a call from Mr Plemming ,the consultant on call for that day and also the consultant under whom this ill fated lady was booked in clinics.
He asked if,how I was and then he said well done!! you managed the case very well.Though few midwives gave me a different story but the senior most consultant was all praises for you.I started feeling a little better.But any such unexpected incident leaves you and you confidence shaken.A self doubt creeps in.I was trying to help myself come out of this emotional trauma which I had suffered the previous night.That night turned out to be a very busy night.I ended up performing 4 cesareans and 3 instrumental deliveries.Usually registrars used to call the consultants after 2 lscs in a night to help them out.I was determined not to.This was my way of helping me get my confidence back in which Mr Plemming helped me immensely.When I informed him 3rd time in night about a patient needing Cesarean he asked me,Dr Ddwivedee you had a horrible night yesterday and today its so damn busy where routinely registrars call for help.Do you think you can handle it safely?I said very firmly - yes Mr Plemming and if I need your help I will call you.he relied on me,gave me the chance to gain back my shaken confidence.Today,I find that, these 2 nights contribute highly to the mental strength I have today to face adverse events.
The case of Mrs XYZ was audited within a weeks time.I was asked 'why didn't I give her an option of forceps under General Anaesthesia'?In hind sight every one can give you various options but it is only the one facing the situation' then' knows 'being so wise is not easy.'
As far as Mrs XYZ ,she survived and recovered well.Was out of ITU in a day.Discharged with 4 to 5 days.She realised that she shouldn't heve asked for an unnecessary Cesarean.But what she didn't realise was my trauma and my efforts to recover from it were no less than her efforts to recover from her morbidity.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Money Minded Doctors
Just today someone complimented me for not being money minded as I told some medicine telephonically.
Before I talk about 'Money Minded Doctors',let me first give an overview of what an average gynecologist daily routine is like.
Everyday there are patients for consultation in OPD.the number can vary from any where 10 to 30 or even more.Most of the consultations need at least 20 to 25 minutes,at times much more if it is a complicated case.
Then indoor rounds.Cases in OT and of course emergencies and patients in labour which can mean a lot of night shifts as well.
Doctors have family too with responsibilities like any of you.
So you can well understand now that its not easy being a doctor and it leaves very little time for oneself.
How can one forget the telephonic calls which on average can be any where from 20 t0 25 or even more every day.And they can be anytime of the day,during OPD,during conducting a delivery or while the doctor is high on adrenaline levels operating most difficult of cases.Patients want their doctor to be available and easily accessible.Now after reading this post you can understand the average day of a doctor and its not fair to call any doctor money minded if they are not able to answer all the calls or request you make a visit to them for prescription of any medicine.Telephonically, conditions can misunderstood particularly if the doctors mind is preoccupied with some other patient.If they ask you to visit them personally,it isn't because they are money minded but because that is what is medico legally recommended practice and that's for your own safety.
Before I talk about 'Money Minded Doctors',let me first give an overview of what an average gynecologist daily routine is like.
Everyday there are patients for consultation in OPD.the number can vary from any where 10 to 30 or even more.Most of the consultations need at least 20 to 25 minutes,at times much more if it is a complicated case.
Then indoor rounds.Cases in OT and of course emergencies and patients in labour which can mean a lot of night shifts as well.
Doctors have family too with responsibilities like any of you.
So you can well understand now that its not easy being a doctor and it leaves very little time for oneself.
How can one forget the telephonic calls which on average can be any where from 20 t0 25 or even more every day.And they can be anytime of the day,during OPD,during conducting a delivery or while the doctor is high on adrenaline levels operating most difficult of cases.Patients want their doctor to be available and easily accessible.Now after reading this post you can understand the average day of a doctor and its not fair to call any doctor money minded if they are not able to answer all the calls or request you make a visit to them for prescription of any medicine.Telephonically, conditions can misunderstood particularly if the doctors mind is preoccupied with some other patient.If they ask you to visit them personally,it isn't because they are money minded but because that is what is medico legally recommended practice and that's for your own safety.
Monday, January 10, 2011
Which Hospital is better for Delivery?
It was 27th of July 2007.I had returned back from UK for good.Still jet - lagged,in my sleep I got a call from my aunt who at that point of time was out of country and a senior Gynecologist herself directing me to perform Cesarean of one of her American patients in one of the posh hospitals of Gurgaon.Still Groggy with sleep I reached the Hospital.Parking was a problem but then I had my driver to take care of that.
Hospital looked quite welcoming from inside.Nicely laid couches and sofas,a coffee shop with a gang of young doctors sipping their morning cuppa welcomed me with a friendly smile.The administrator of the hospital asked a friendly sari clad front desk lady staff to escort me to the patients room.
Then I reached the room.A big LCD screen , big patient beds and bigger attendant room looked impressive.So far so good!!
I reached the Operation theatre as it was a planned Cesarean.But there were no slippers.Patients husband who was happily moving around the OT to picturise his 4th child's birth offered me his slippers which I gladly grabbed.He started moving without slippers .I was amazed and amused.Till a day back I was working in UK where it would be great safety concern and clinical Governance issue,a human being walking bare feet in OT with a possibility of spattering of blood and amniotic fluid on floor.By the time I got scrubbed a friendly anaesthetist had already rubbed the patients abdomen clean with betadine.My jaw dropped a little at the sight.And then came the scalpel(Blade) which won't cut properly.Asked if there was a blood bank-answer was No.That horrified me.But things went well in her case.So all is well that ends well and she was back again to her swanky room and the comforts of her cosy bed.
Few days later I visited the same hospital,again on request to see a patient who post delivery was having severe neck and back pain and no medicine was working.X ray and ultrasounds were not conclusive.So I suggested an MRI.'We don't have MRI in the hospital mam' replied the registrar.For that we need to send patients out of hospital to associated hospitals having MRI.Not impressive at all.This patient's room was no less swish.Nurses no less friendly.But she needed an investigation and the place was not equipped for it.
So,I find a number of my patients requesting me to deliver them in Posh hospitals as their friends found the staff friendly for would be moms,room bigger and that oh so girly feel,Choo Chweet.......
Dear friends when you are opting for a place of delivery chose it carefully.Things which are important and decisive should be in order of priority :
1) Competent and committed doctor ( Gynaecologist and neonatologist) and other health care providers
2)Basic infrastructure
3) Multidisciplinary stand back arrangements and team like,ICU,Intensivists,Physicians,Surgeon,nephrologist,Cardiologist,Blood bank,haematologist (Things not always go right.And on one that occasions where things go wrong you don't wished to be sent to a far off bigger centre just because your hospital,though has big and welcoming rooms but doesn't have the multidisciplinary team)
4)Friendly help desk staff to take you around the hospital during your initial visits.
5)A comfortable room (Not necessarily plush)
I would say a safe child birth and good outcome is more important than frills like Hospital Brand,Fruit champagne,flowers and balloons,Pink and blue attires provided by the hospital.To translate a Hindi saying,these things can be sugar in the curd but not the curd itself.
Wishing you a safe and happy motherhood.
Hospital looked quite welcoming from inside.Nicely laid couches and sofas,a coffee shop with a gang of young doctors sipping their morning cuppa welcomed me with a friendly smile.The administrator of the hospital asked a friendly sari clad front desk lady staff to escort me to the patients room.
Then I reached the room.A big LCD screen , big patient beds and bigger attendant room looked impressive.So far so good!!
I reached the Operation theatre as it was a planned Cesarean.But there were no slippers.Patients husband who was happily moving around the OT to picturise his 4th child's birth offered me his slippers which I gladly grabbed.He started moving without slippers .I was amazed and amused.Till a day back I was working in UK where it would be great safety concern and clinical Governance issue,a human being walking bare feet in OT with a possibility of spattering of blood and amniotic fluid on floor.By the time I got scrubbed a friendly anaesthetist had already rubbed the patients abdomen clean with betadine.My jaw dropped a little at the sight.And then came the scalpel(Blade) which won't cut properly.Asked if there was a blood bank-answer was No.That horrified me.But things went well in her case.So all is well that ends well and she was back again to her swanky room and the comforts of her cosy bed.
Few days later I visited the same hospital,again on request to see a patient who post delivery was having severe neck and back pain and no medicine was working.X ray and ultrasounds were not conclusive.So I suggested an MRI.'We don't have MRI in the hospital mam' replied the registrar.For that we need to send patients out of hospital to associated hospitals having MRI.Not impressive at all.This patient's room was no less swish.Nurses no less friendly.But she needed an investigation and the place was not equipped for it.
So,I find a number of my patients requesting me to deliver them in Posh hospitals as their friends found the staff friendly for would be moms,room bigger and that oh so girly feel,Choo Chweet.......
Dear friends when you are opting for a place of delivery chose it carefully.Things which are important and decisive should be in order of priority :
1) Competent and committed doctor ( Gynaecologist and neonatologist) and other health care providers
2)Basic infrastructure
3) Multidisciplinary stand back arrangements and team like,ICU,Intensivists,Physicians,Surgeon,nephrologist,Cardiologist,Blood bank,haematologist (Things not always go right.And on one that occasions where things go wrong you don't wished to be sent to a far off bigger centre just because your hospital,though has big and welcoming rooms but doesn't have the multidisciplinary team)
4)Friendly help desk staff to take you around the hospital during your initial visits.
5)A comfortable room (Not necessarily plush)
I would say a safe child birth and good outcome is more important than frills like Hospital Brand,Fruit champagne,flowers and balloons,Pink and blue attires provided by the hospital.To translate a Hindi saying,these things can be sugar in the curd but not the curd itself.
Wishing you a safe and happy motherhood.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Do I have the liberty to admit my mistakes??
On Shalabh's insistence I started reading this book Complications by Atul Gawande , an American doctor of India origin.Shalabh said ,you will find a lot of us in the book.OK.....So I started with the introduction.
Dr Atul wishes to write not just about the things which go right but also when things go wrong.Oh Dear So do I.So many times I have almost typed a post when things went wrong but at the preview stage have dropped the Idea.
Reason Dr Gawande has been lucky to have a Supportive Dr Michael Zinner,his hospital's Chairman of surgery.I dare not think how much flak would I get from my employers,colleagues,friends and foes and above all my own patients.
But I am determined,some day I will write an anonymous Blog which will reflect a balanced view of our job,science,art....whatever you would like to call it.
Dr Atul wishes to write not just about the things which go right but also when things go wrong.Oh Dear So do I.So many times I have almost typed a post when things went wrong but at the preview stage have dropped the Idea.
Reason Dr Gawande has been lucky to have a Supportive Dr Michael Zinner,his hospital's Chairman of surgery.I dare not think how much flak would I get from my employers,colleagues,friends and foes and above all my own patients.
But I am determined,some day I will write an anonymous Blog which will reflect a balanced view of our job,science,art....whatever you would like to call it.
Doctors are human too!!!!!!
It was a lazy cold and foggy morning today and I was trying to get some sleep following two back to back 3.20 am and 3.55am deliveries which I had dutifully attended bearing the fog and cold of shivery 30th Dec 2010.
At 7 am in the morning my mobile started singing 'never say never....' echoing my sentiments(though now I have started to feel 'I have had enough').
ammm,yawn.......may be another emergency .......'Doctor I have got my periods .Do I still need to go for Ultrasound Scan'?I muttered 'Bloody hell'!!May I know who is online please??
XYZ .You suggested me an ultrasound to rule out PCOD about 15 days back when I had missed my periods by 10 days.I didn't get it done then.Do I still need to get it done even if I have got my Periods?Will it be a TVS or will be an abdominal Ultrasound? (I mumbled to myself...So if you could wait for 15 days why this early morning rush?)
I understand that this XYZ was ecstatic to see blood in the pan when she got up from bed and went to pee.She presumed she doesn't have a suspected hormonal imbalance.Great.....BUT FOR GOD'S SAKE PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE PLIGHT OF YOUR POOR DOCTOR WHO IS STILL HALF SLEEP AFTER a day and a night of hard work.
Day before there was an early morning call from another desperate patient who keeps on fiddling with hormones to prepon and postpon her periods as per occasions like outings,Christmas,New Year,Diwali etc etc.Doctor While peeing I noticed I had started to spot and I wish to get my periods delayed on Occasion of new year,what do I do? ''For God's sake do anything but don't disturb my sleep''!!
I am sure most of you would understand and agree,it is not an emergency and a call can wait till a more official hour.
I am seriously planning to get my calls charged between 9 pm to 9 am in the morning to avoid such 'emergencies'.I might be labeled a money minded doctors after that,I know.But tell me ,do I have an Option?
At 7 am in the morning my mobile started singing 'never say never....' echoing my sentiments(though now I have started to feel 'I have had enough').
ammm,yawn.......may be another emergency .......'Doctor I have got my periods .Do I still need to go for Ultrasound Scan'?I muttered 'Bloody hell'!!May I know who is online please??
XYZ .You suggested me an ultrasound to rule out PCOD about 15 days back when I had missed my periods by 10 days.I didn't get it done then.Do I still need to get it done even if I have got my Periods?Will it be a TVS or will be an abdominal Ultrasound? (I mumbled to myself...So if you could wait for 15 days why this early morning rush?)
I understand that this XYZ was ecstatic to see blood in the pan when she got up from bed and went to pee.She presumed she doesn't have a suspected hormonal imbalance.Great.....BUT FOR GOD'S SAKE PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE PLIGHT OF YOUR POOR DOCTOR WHO IS STILL HALF SLEEP AFTER a day and a night of hard work.
Day before there was an early morning call from another desperate patient who keeps on fiddling with hormones to prepon and postpon her periods as per occasions like outings,Christmas,New Year,Diwali etc etc.Doctor While peeing I noticed I had started to spot and I wish to get my periods delayed on Occasion of new year,what do I do? ''For God's sake do anything but don't disturb my sleep''!!
I am sure most of you would understand and agree,it is not an emergency and a call can wait till a more official hour.
I am seriously planning to get my calls charged between 9 pm to 9 am in the morning to avoid such 'emergencies'.I might be labeled a money minded doctors after that,I know.But tell me ,do I have an Option?
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Selection of foetal gender.........Who is responsible??????
About 6 months back a lady who is my old patient walked in to my OPD with 'Delhi Times' folded and very tightly held in her hands .She was undergoing treatment for secondary infertility and at the same time was under tremendous pressure from her family to produce a heir(male child) for the family.She opened the folded news paper in front of me and asked 'Is this Possible,Doctor'?Delhi Times had reported that many Indian celebrities are going to Thailand for gender selection of their babies through Assisted reproductive Technology.She was very keen to go for it if that was possible.Though it was possible but to her pleasure mixed disappointment she tested positive for pregnancy in her that very visit and thus that gender selection never took place.But I did realize the power of MEDIA.I realized inadvertently they have opened a Pandora's box.
Yesterday,main TOI reported lot many Indian Couples are visiting Thailand to adopt the same technology to have baby boys.
DO THESE MEDIA PEOPLE REALIZE THAT THEY IN SOME WAY ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR NOT SO RESPONSIBLE BEHAVIOUR OF THESE DESPERATE INDIAN COUPLES????????
Yesterday,main TOI reported lot many Indian Couples are visiting Thailand to adopt the same technology to have baby boys.
DO THESE MEDIA PEOPLE REALIZE THAT THEY IN SOME WAY ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR NOT SO RESPONSIBLE BEHAVIOUR OF THESE DESPERATE INDIAN COUPLES????????
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